fatter than ever.  kill me now.

it is 4 in the morning and i am too happy to sleep!

i had my surgery friday a week ago.  i am still recovering and it is horribly painful but not nearly as bad as my tonsillitis was.  but after all of this not being able to eat bullshit i fit into my size 4 jeans!  i have no idea how much i weigh because i don't have a scale at home but i'm assuming about 135 because i used to wear these when i was 132.  ahhhhh can't wait to get back to school tomorrow so i can weigh myself and see how far i've come from being sick!

i'm soooo determined to keep this off and lose so much more.

also, i am the recruitment chair of my sorority and i only have two weeks left to plan.  crazy!

love love love love love

lol i like how i said i wasn't sick because i have mono and have hardly eaten in a week.  going on monday to find out if i need to get my tonsils taken out.

yayyyyyy perfect way to spend my weeks off inbetween semesters.  shoot me -_-

happy, SKINNY 2011!

i've felt like shit for days.  i'm not sick i just don't want to get out of bed and i don't really have an appetite.  i've only seen one person since i've been home and they came to me... idk wtf is going on but i am just completely isolating myself.

home, finals are done, first semester of sophomore year is done, no more job for four weeks...

9 days until my 20th birthday

it's crunch time